Oh, praise the Goddess! It is finally the Winter Solstice!

I love this day because it means the dark begins to recede and light comes back to my life.
I Hate SAD
Seasonal Affective Disorder sucks. I don’t think I have SAD very strongly living in Florida, but I have been sleeping so much it didn’t dawn on me until today why I am so blah.
I need to work a lot because I’m going to be gone for over a week and unable to work and work has been so slow as it is. This next paycheck is very sad. And the one after, even worse. And yet I keep sleeping. I tried sleeping in the chair, waiting for calls, but it’s a compulsion to sleep in the bed, covered with a blanket and comforter.
As I write that, I want to sign out of work and crawl back into bed.
Night, night.