…It Feels More Like a Memory

The line from Hamilton: An American Musical is:

I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory

I have had that line in my head for weeks now. Like a low hum over and over again.

Today it is gone. Startlingly gone. Delightedly, GONE.

Pandemic COVID-19 Coronavirus
artist, Tomasz Alen Kopera

It will take the results of the test to know for sure, but was I really walking towards dying or was I just being dramatic (as my mom spent years telling me when I was as a girl).

Why, then, have I suddenly lost all desire to die? Nothing really changed. I am taking my meds the same. I am doing the same activities.  I have not felt good working in days and today, I am excited and having a great time.

What is going on?!?

One thought on “…It Feels More Like a Memory

  1. Without being too profound, this realization is shared by many. Keeping as light-hearted a focus as I can I think of Scrooge awakening on Christmas morning. I am so glad you made it!

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