Bipolar Diary: Utter Disbelief

Posted on Categories Anxiety, Bigotry, Election 2016, Fear of Violence, Panic Disorder, PTSD, Suicide, Suicide Prevention, Trump Horror, Tumblr, Writer's Life, Writing Out the Pain

I confessed to my cublet that I have had thoughts of killing myself as the election cycle unfolded, but I didn’t think I was there tonight despite everything.

And then my Tumblr Feed is rife with people desperate enough to not live a Hitlerian existence for 4 years.

help

Here is a Tumblr Page that can help if you are considering dying tonight.

PLEASE DO NOT!

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!

A long list of ways to calm yourself (self-soothe) and of people you can cling to when you fall into that place.

We are all going to have to regroup and find a way to continue, but we can do it together.

Again, you are not alone.

kbteewb

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Published by Navelgazing Writer

After 32 years in the birth world and writing the Navelgazing Midwife blog for a decade, I've shifted to writing about the thoughts and experiences in my non-birth life which includes being a sex worker, living as a fat femme dyke (she/her), a Latinx, working with life-long bipolar disorder and so much more yet to be disclosed. Much of what I write is as a legacy to my kids, although I am sure to embarrass them to tears at times. So be it!

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