It’s really sucky to just be living your life, tooling along as usual, talking with your lover… and then BAM! have your head smacked with a baseball bat and suddenly being an incoherent, crazy person contradicting yourself and being mean to the last person on earth you want to be mean to.
I can’t even find the words yet for how embarrassed and ashamed I am for hurting someone I love so much.
I know. triggers are triggers and sometimes cannot be helped because seeing them down the road isn’t possible.
They still suck.
Bad.
